About Me

Who am I and why am I doing this?

In 1992 the name the name the enemy gave me was “Worthless piece of human garbage.” In 2003, I came to the Lord as a middle-aged man. It is five years later and the name I have is “wretch!”

Having come to the Lord as a middle-aged man, I have acquired some bad habits – lack of discipline being one of them. As a Christian, I’m supposed to meet with Jesus on a regular basis. I don’t do that because after a lifetime of not doing it and accepting the enemy’s lies, I am very undisciplined.

I’ve had my fill of the wilderness and have no desire to go back to it. I also have tried just about everything that I know to meet regularly with the Lord and – failed miserably at it! I am doing this to force myself to spend time with the Lord.  I do it this way because I would be too embarrassed and ashamed not to follow-through.

If you get blessed from it, good!  If you want to leave constructive comments, good! However, ultimately, this is about me speaking out to Jesus.

Is there a vision in all of this? Not a vision, more like a hope.  I am selfish enough to want for someone, somewhere to be touched by this.  If I were to have a vision, it would be this – I want to change my present image of me and the whole world around me from one of dread, drudgery, fear, and hopelessness into an ever-present image of HIS Kingdom.